FML~

Laughter is how i get thru the harder times in i lives. But who knows that what is behind all this laughter and smile of mine?  At least i hide it with my smile and laughter so that life will be easier for the other. What if one day i can’t hold it anymore, who is willing to be there for me? Have you experience the feeling of ” so near yet so far” ? I bet most of you have, this feeling really suck till the cord~ The feeling is like seeing a sun trying to kiss the earth as it sets.FML!!!

 

 

When ever i heard this sound a, first thing that come to my mind is you. I will not forget this is the song that link my heart to your,  feel your feeling deep inside you.

 

 

When someone really loves you,
they will never hurt you.
And if they do,
you can see it in their eyes
that it hurts them too

 

She made my day again!!

Muahahahaha SHE IS SO CUTE!! I will not say why or how she made my day. I know her for less than a month and she nv fail to made me happy everyday! But when at night, when she is sleeping and here come my Emo!!

She always say I have no confident in myself but that is what I see on her too. Silly!!

But when she tell me that hope i can find a good girl and don’t get hurt again, and this is also the part I feel hurt a bit.  If only she can understand I don’t want to find another girl anymore~

Hope she will never drop by my blog so that I could shout out everything here when i am sad,happy or any thing~

 

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine…
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

 

 

 

I really miss her alot~

You were on my mind when i woke up this morning
remembering your smile
i guess the next time i’ll see your face
will take a little while
i was remembering your arms that i try to hold
love the way they always feel warm
with you by my side
i completely feel no harm
i was remembering your voice
makes my heart skip a beat
but without you silly
my whole body’s weak
i was remembering our times
the good and the bad
the funny times when you cheered me up
and especially the sad
remembering your eyes
how they always meet mine
remembering all the little things you do
to make my life worthwhile
i was wondering when we’ll be together
just us two
i guess i’m missing you more than i usually do

 

 

 

I don’t want to be your friend only but i know there is no chance for me.

Can i?

Will a girl fall for a guy like me? A guy that is utterly poor, short,fat,ugly and good in nothing.? Don’t say that i got no confident in myself because i am very confident in my love toward her. All this while i am thinking can i really give her happiness? I got nothing but only a rich heart that i don’t know how to express it out. What i know is i want to hold on to her tight. Or i should just stand a side and watch her with another gut that can give her happiness? Went Amber21 drink yesterday with friend and her. 1st time in my life i hold on to the mic in pub and sing. I Don’t like to sing in font of other because i don’t know how to sing.

miss her~

Genting, Casino , Lost , haha

Went Genting with jere last week. haha That was really sudden and last minute of the last.

Sunday night, jere asked me : Vosper you go Genting

i replied : Ok ah, when you wanna go.

Jere         : Tomorrow lor.

Me           : Waaa so fast ah, what time.?

Jere        : Morning 6.30am must reach lavender mrt station.

Me          : Waaaa serious bo. Ok let me think 1st.

I have to think first because that monday was her birthday and i already get her present wanted to celebrate with her. But think back i don’t think she will have time as she ask her on sat and sun. Everyday she is going out with her. So finally after 3-4hours of thinking, i made up my mind. I sms jere : I am ready to go anything after i have my shower jiu ok liao! haha
We took the Grassland bus up and stay there one day nia. Reason going there is for CASINO of cause. Sorry uh i am not yet 21 but just go and try my luck.  Lucky that i am able to go in to the 2 casino in Genting but unluckily i lost around 600 rm and Jere lost around 1k rm. hahaha After that we keep KPKB. Curse the securities, curse alex, aloy and many more thing we cursed. haha If only the security check my age, we will not go in and gamble. If only the one who went with jere is not me but alex or aloy they all, i will not lose and jere might not too because the two guys i mansion is only 20 this year. But ok la, spending 1.6k rm for the amount of fun we have in the casino is worth it la hor jere? haha After casino , go head for our dinner and while we are on our way to the resturant, i saw a familiar faces. haha Kao, genting also can see friend and he is a friend of mine for 1x years. haha WANG WEI XIONG MET WANG WEI SHENG in Genting. haha He is also known as Mua Xiao Sheng. haha Wonder do you all heard before an angry man is always a hungry man? haha Yeah, 2 of us have a crazy amount for our dinner. Actually we intend to order more but all the waiter and waitress seriously worried for us.  I will rate 4 star for this trip. But i am very sure that the next time will be a 5star! haha

DNS Chalet~

Finally i am free to blog today. haha Went to DNS chalet , where all the Cute and funny person gather together.

I can say that the chalet was fun although there is only few of us. But thanks dillon for coming down. Rarely see him in all these occasion. Am i here to announce that i am the GOD OF GAMBLE IN THE CHALET!! Am i right to say that guys! haha We smile before we cut the cake and we laugh after we had cut the cake. ahaha  The bond of DNS is getting stronger! Yofoooo!!! haha I can’t wait for our year3!